ONE MAN TWO MISSIONS
An Interview with Mr Navdeep Kapur
Mr Navdeep Kapur is a senior member of the CPS
International, New Delhi. He had been associated with
Maulana Wahiduddin Khan and CPS Mission from the
very beginning. He plays a critical role in the functioning
of CPS. His tireless efforts for this cause make the
mission stronger day by day. He chooses to remain in the
background even while accomplishing very important
tasks for the CPS mission. Interacting with him reminds
us of the spirit of the Companions of Prophet who were
so focused on God’s work that they wished to be forgotten and unknown in
this world for the sake of God
Will you please enlighten our readers with some details about
your formative years?
I was born in a Punjabi business family that migrated from Lahore,
Pakistan after the partition. My family had lost their entire wealth
which was to the tune of hundred crores at that time. They still
were very humble and positive towards life. I never heard my family
members complain. They started their publishing business again after
settling down in Delhi. We were never forced to do anything and were
encouraged in whatever we wanted to do as long as we never hurt
or humiliated anyone. Our mother was instrumental in making us
morally strong. She devoted her life to our upbringing and wellbeing.
Our parents never made us feel for want of money. Though we lived in
a joint family with our cousins, all the children were treated the same.
We never knew the difference between our father and our uncle. In
fact, my uncle was instrumental in my becoming a sportsperson. He
encouraged me and the other family children to excel in whatever they
wanted to do.
Ours was a close-knit family which always believed in doing good deeds
and working hard. In fact, my father used to always say ‘work is worship’
and wanted all the family members including the ladies to work in the
family business. My aim in life was to excel in the sport which I had
chosen as a career. I was not interested in joining the family business
which had expanded by sheer hard work of my father, brother, and
uncles. I had decided to leave for Germany for higher studies after
graduating from college. And I had told my father that although I am
going to do a course in printing technology, I will not come back as I wanted to pursue my career in professional tennis. But God had other
plans. My father passed away in May 1982 just prior to my completing
my graduation. In fact, my final examinations had started. So, I had no
option but to get totally involved in the family business immediately
upon graduation.
When did your spiritual journey start?
I was not a spiritual person but believed in One God from the very
beginning. After joining the family business, I was completely involved
in it. Such was my conditioning in business that when Naghma and I got
married in 1985, I even got her engaged in business, though she never
had any business background. I think my spiritual journey started in
2002 when my sister-in-law passed away at the age of 52 due to cancer.
She was the healthiest person in our family who had never taken any
medication in her life. In fact, she did not even know what a headache
was. She passed away after an illness of nine months in which we tried
every treatment which money could buy. I remember that some of her
medicines were even imported from other countries. This made me
realize that money had no power and that is when I started asking
questions. This incident also made me think about the purpose of life.
Before this, purpose of life for me meant working hard in my business.
When I thought that my sister-in-law had dedicated her entire life to
the family business, and just as the business had got established, God
took her away. Then I felt that there had to be more to life. Then I
fervently started looking for answers pertaining to life.
What did you think of religion before you met Maulana Wahiduddin
Khan?
I was never spiritual as I never got answers to many of my questions.
My family used to call me a nastik (unbeliever) as I used to always doubt
the existence of so many gods. I used to ask a lot of logical questions as
I had a logical mind. But I never got any answers. All people used to say,
this is the way it has always been, so accept it. This never addressed
my mind, and hence I lost interest in religion or spirituality. After
marriage, I had the opportunity of meeting some religious scholars.
After interacting with them I found their answers to be unconvincing.
I also found out that what they spoke and how they acted did not
match. So, I told Naghma that from now onwards I will never meet
any other religious scholar as none is able to give me logical answers
to my questions. Religion was the last thing on my mind before I met
Maulana. I always believed in doing good deeds and working hard to
achieve success in business.
How were you introduced to Maulana? Kindly describe your first
meeting.
It was Naghma who first heard about Maulana Wahiduddin Khan and
when she tried to contact him for her centre as a speaker, he asked her
to first attend his Sunday Lecture and see if what he spoke addressed
her mind. When Naghma asked me whether I would like to accompany
her, I replied, “Not another Maulana.” So, she went alone for the first
class. She has a habit of writing down everything. So, she took notes of
the entire class. When she came back, she asked me whether I would be
interested in listening to what Maulana said. I very reluctantly agreed.
And she read out the lecture to me, which was on the Creation Plan of
God. On hearing that lecture, I immediately said, “This man thinks like
me. And I will go with you to the next class.” And this is how my journey
with Maulana started.
I still remember that the first time we met Maulana he asked both
Naghma and me to tell him something about ourselves. After giving us
a patient hearing he said, “You must change 1% while you must make
99 % of the changes.” Naghma who was not looking at Maulana directly
thought that she is the one who has to change 1% but then he said,
“Ma’am,I am addressing you. You need to make 99% of the changes
because Islam that you have received is through culture and tradition.
You must unlearn this Islam, then you have to make a renewed effort to
understand what Islam is. As of now, the only correct thing about Islam
that you know is the concept of God.” Then, turning to me, Maulana
said, “You need to change your concept of God, otherwise, you are on
true nature.”
From the beginning, I never missed a class come what may. I used to
look forward to every lecture. His lectures addressed my mind and I
got answers to all my questions when he explained the Creation Plan
of God.
How did Maulana influence your thinking?
Maulana made things very simple and explained the purpose of life so
beautifully that my entire goals in life changed. My focus was now on
attaining Paradise in the Hereafter, rather than trying to make paradise
in this world. Maulana realized that I had a logical mind but used to do
things in a hurry which often resulted in my making mistakes in taking
the correct decision. He made me realize that I have to change this habit
and take my time to think logically before taking a decision. Overall,
Maulana has been a very positive influence in my life. He addressed my mind. It was only after coming to the CPS that I received answers to
questions regarding spirituality and religion.
What inspired you to devote yourself wholly to the mission?
Once when asked by Naghma why your message is not being taken to
the world when people really need this guidance, Maulana replied, “Who
is stopping you? You do this work.” This is when we decided to dedicate
ourselves to the mission, and started supporting Dr Saniyasnain Khan,
Farida Aapa and the CPS members in the mission. This was the starting
point of our association with CPS International, the NGO founded by
Maulana Wahiduddin Khan.
Maulana advised me that from now on you have become 'one man,
two missions' as it will be difficult for you to be one man one mission.
The two missions being, my livelihood and thereafter, all time should
be devoted to the mission as it is a case of reward and punishment for
each one of us. And this being a testing ground, we cannot afford to
waste our time in any other activities. He always said that you should
fulfil your duties as a good son, brother, and husband, but make sure
that you do not waste your time in worldly matters. My association with
Maulana lasted for a period of 17 years in which he really changed me,
not only as a person but also taught me the purpose of my life. My faith
in God and the teachings of Maulana about Islam were getting stronger
by the day.
Maulana’s central teaching was about being connected to God.
Kindly share with us the most inspiring teaching of Maulana which
helped you in this connection.
Maulana made things very simple. He believed in mind-based
spirituality. In this connection, he always used to say look around and
you will find God’s signs everywhere. All you have to do is contemplate
on those signs and discover the Creator, God and His magnanimity.
Seeing the creation, one can discover and remember the Creator, God
Almighty. Everything in the universe seems to convey a divine message.
I feel each creation of God is in itself a full industry. Take a tree for
an example. You will learn that despite humans creating so much
pollution, a tree still provides us with fresh air. It does not complain,
nor does it react. But keeps on doing its work quietly. This is how God
wants us humans to live our life without any complaint and be a giver,
rather than a receiver.
How has your companionship with your wife helped in your
journey of God-realization?
Maulana always used to say that husband and wife are a part of a whole.
That means that each is equal in all respects but performs different
roles. This one teaching of Maulana changed our lives and we became
intellectual partners to each other. Each appreciates the others’ role
and guides the other wherever necessary. Guided by Maulana, we
have intellectual exchanges. We have a beautiful garden in front of
our home. Our interactions during our walks in it become a source of
discovering God.
What is your understanding of the CPS mission?
I have seen this mission grow under the guidance of Maulana. Our
mission is to take the word of God to all humankind in a contemporary
style. I truly believe that this is God’s mission and each person in this
mission has been picked by God Almighty to perform a specific role.
Maulana’s role was to provide the ideology of the mission of explaining
Islam as it is in the modern, scientific idiom so that it addresses the
mind of the modern man. It is now our duty to translate all his works
from Urdu to English and other languages and develop a website
where all this material can be easily accessible to all. So, we should first
understand our role and perform it till our last breath. I pray to God to
unite us with Maulana in Paradise.
What are the tasks you are shouldering post-Maulana Saheb’s
demise?
My role as defined by Maulana is to protect the mission administratively
and support each department whenever required. I am directly involved
in the legal, administrative, and financial aspects of the mission. I work
with the other CPS Team members in taking care of these aspects of
the mission.
CPS movement is spreading very fast across the world with its
peaceful ideology of Islam. What is the reason behind its success
in addressing the minds of people of all faiths, especially youth?
With God’s grace, CPS has become a movement. Today people are
looking for a logical explanation of religion. Since nobody can see
God, people have different questions about Him. Maulana has
logically explained the existence of God through examples of nature
and science. Here I want to mention that the book The Seeker’s Guide
has answered most of these questions. The answers in this book in particular address the modern mind and give the rational explanation
of religion that everyone is looking for. When CPS members worldwide
present this to people, it is as if their nature gets addressed.
What is your message to the members of CPS?
My only message to CPS members is that I believe that this is God’s
mission, and we have an opportunity to be a part of this. Although
Maulana is no longer with us physically, he has prepared a complete
repository of wisdom in the form of literature and multimedia material
demonstrating the relevance of Islam in the modern age. He has trained
us to take this material to the world.
Now we have to just stand for God, completely relying on Him and
discover and perform the role God has given to us. I have seen that God’s
guidance comes to people who are actively involved in this mission.
Maulana told us that this mission is standing on dua, i.e. supplication.
So, we all must do a lot of dua while doing the work of the mission.
As Maulana said, either become one man one mission or at least, one
man two missions as our eternal life depends on what we do on this
earth. And as Maulana used to say this mission is an opportunity for
us. And we should dedicate our lives to take this message of God to all
humankind.