THE ROLE OF WOMEN IN COMMUNICATING THE WORD OF GOD
An Interview with Dr Naghma Siddiqi
Dr Naghma Siddiqi is the editorial director of Spirit of
Islam. She has been associated with the CPS mission for
close to two decades. Her role in bringing out the teachings
of Maulana Wahiduddin Khan to the world through the
use of technology has been instrumental. She has designed
and produced books and teaching material which highlight
the message of peace and spirituality based on the Islamic
Scriptures. She has dedicated her life to this mission. Her
passion has permeated to her family. Dr Naghma Siddiqi along with her
family members has been tirelessly working to spread the message of
peace. We interviewed her to know the inspiring story of her journey. She
lives in New Delhi. She can be contacted at This email address is being protected from spambots. You need JavaScript enabled to view it.
Will you please enlighten our readers with some details about
your formative years?
I was born in a modern Muslim household. My father Dr M. N. Siddiqi
(d. 2013) and my mother Prof. Najma Siddiqi were both educationists.
They provided us with good education and gave us the freedom to
pursue our interests. We are three siblings. My elder sister Seema Jalal
is an interior designer in Dubai. She is involved in the CPS mission. My
younger brother, Faisal Siddiqi lives in Atlanta, Georgia, USA. He is an IT
professional and helps with our technology needs. When my husband,
Navdeep Kapur, and I joined the mission, both my parents also started
attending CPS classes.
I received my education primarily in Delhi, first in a convent school and
later in a premier English-medium school. In the early ‘70s, I studied in
the USA where my father went for his doctoral studies for five years. I
graduated from Delhi University in 1983 in Zoology Honours. I always
wanted to study more and even took admission to pursue my master’s
in MBA and Psychology but was unable to complete these courses.
In 2007, I decided to do my master’s in Islamic Studies. Though I felt
I would not be able to complete even this programme, God sent His
angels and enabled me to complete my master’s in Islamic Studies from
Jamia Millia Islamia in 2008 and my doctorate from Jamia Hamdard in
2017. These courses gave me the background to understand Maulana’s
writings better in comparison.
Through campus recruitment, I was selected for a management
programme at one of the premier corporate organizations of India
immediately upon graduating from Delhi University in 1983. I joined
the organization and received excellent training in the fields of
advertisement and media there. Upon getting married, I ventured into
business in the same field. My business flourished. I gained fame and
fortune. During the next two decades, my material life was flourishing.
But I was living in a sense of dissatisfaction. I wanted more from life.
I always felt I had a higher calling and was wasting my life in material
pursuits.
What did you think of religion before you met Maulana Wahiduddin
Khan?
My parents brought us up to be good Muslims and good human beings.
We prayed five times a day, kept all the fasts, paid the zakat, all of us
performed our Hajj early in life and tried to be good Muslims. However,
my life and my religion seemed like two separate compartments of my
life. Islam was never integrated into my life. Wanting to understand
Islam better, I started asking questions from my elders. But neither
did I receive any answers nor any encouragement. So I stopped
questioning, while continuing ritualistic Islam, though I had always had
an inner urge to stand for God and Islam.
In the early 2000s, I was jolted out of my spiritual slumber, through a
health setback. It was one shock after another. Both my grandmothers,
who had been the source of my religious strength passed away. Later
my sister-in-law died within just a few months of an illness at the age
of 52. I regularly prayed to God not to let me die till He had shown me
my purpose and role in life and helped me to perform it. I even got up
for tahajjud prayers and started reading material on Islam that I could
get my hands on.
As I only knew English, I first went through all the material on Islam
in English. I have fond memories of my father visiting the Urdu Bazar,
Jamia Masjid to buy books on Islam. I often visited the Goodword
Bookstore at Nizamuddin, though I had not yet been introduced to the
writings of Maulana Wahiduddin Khan. Over time, I collected more than
500 books in my home library, all of which I then read. But tragically, I
had not found my answers or the purpose of my life.
The 9/11 incident in 2001 made me start questioning Islam itself. I went
to one scholar after another asking them about the Islamic position
on the issue: Was Islam a religion of violence or peace? Was this jihad?
Unfortunately, not even a single scholar gave any clarity on the Islamic
position on the issue. I stopped questioning and prayed to God for
guidance.
In efforts to stand up for God’s mission, whenever I met scholars and
people associated with Muslim organizations, I requested them to give
me an opportunity, even at an assistant level, to serve Islam. When I
found that an organization was publishing an English translation of the
Quran, I offered my services as a proofreader. But I did not find any
opportunity. In time, I realized that there was no real scope for women
in Islamic circles and organizations. I continued to read material on
Islam and I would spend hours in prayer. My prayer was only one: God,
guide me to the purpose of and role in life!
How were you introduced to Maulana? Kindly describe your first
meeting?
I realized there were others like me who wanted to find answers to
questions and learn about Islam. Finding no place to go, we decided to
set up a library where we could get together and interact to find our
answers. With this thought, in May 2004 a friend of mine and I decided
to set up a library and interaction platform and named it ClearLight. To
ask for support for the same we visited some people, one of whom was
Dr Saniyasnain Khan, whose bookstore I often used to visit. Patiently
listening to our plans, he recommended Maulana Wahiduddin Khan as
the scholar, donated a set of books to set up our library and gave us
contacts for our endeavours. He also sent his daughter Sadia Khan to
join us. During the summer of 2004, ClearLight received a tremendous
response. Thereafter we realized the need for a scholar to guide us
further in our search. I decided to visit Maulana to request him to
provide guidance.
Through Sadia, we contacted Prof Farida Khanam to arrange a meeting
with Maulana. I then found out that he was a world-renowned scholar
who had written more than a hundred books. I had read his book
The True Jihad till then and thought that this book gave a completely
different picture of jihad from other books. I was very intrigued to meet
him and understand his thoughts better. This is how I was introduced
to Maulana.
As arranged, a colleague of mine and I from ClearLight went to
Maulana’s office at C-29. I remember as we sat in the small office on the
ground floor when Maulana came down the stairs. My first impression
of Maulana was that he was different from all the other scholars I had seen or met so far. He did not have an all-knowing air about him. He
seemed approachable, spiritual and most importantly very humble.
When he sat down with us, the first thing he asked me was, “Do you
have any questions?” I was spellbound that an Islamic scholar of such
renown, for that matter any Islamic scholar was allowing me to ask
him questions. Hesitatingly I asked him the same question I had asked
so many scholars: “Was the incident of 9/11 jihad?” His prompt reply
was: “It is not jihad, it is fasad—terrorism. Islam does not sanction such
acts.” He went on to define terrorism from the Islamic perspective: The
use of arms by any individual or organization, except for an established
state. Then he went on to clarify the position of Islam.
I listened enthralled to finally receive the answers to questions I had
been looking for so long. In my mind, I knew Islam was a religion of
peace, but the information I had received before this was completely
different. I wanted to know more. Maulana asked me to come to his
Sunday lectures. I decided to go to Maulana’s lecture to seek further
guidance. I realized that ClearLight had only been a stepping stone to
get me here. I requested my other colleagues to also start coming to
Maulana, which many did.
How did Maulana influence your thinking?
I went to Maulana’s room for his Sunday Class and I sat by the entrance
of the door waiting for the lecture to start. Seeing me from afar he
called me towards him where the other CPS members were sitting.
That day Maulana gave a lecture on the Creation Plan of God, that God
created eternal Paradise and then created man for Paradise. But as
Paradise needed to be earned, God divided man’s life into two parts:
a small portion to give a test on this earth so he could show that he
was deserving of inhabiting Paradise and an eternal part in which he
could live eternally in Paradise, if he proved himself deserving of it. This
made complete sense to me. It completely addressed my mind.
While listening to this lecture I was reminded of a dream I had had
when I was in my early teens. Every night before sleeping I used to
read some chapters of the Arabic Quran and prayed to God to guide
me towards Him and what He expected from me. One night I had a
dream which made me feel close to God. I felt that God was calling me
towards some higher mission.
I found the similarity between the dream and Maulana’s lecture.
After the lecture, I approached Maulana and mentioned the dream.
He explained that at that young age when I had had the dream, I
was immature. Now that I had reached the age of maturity, I was in
a position to understand the meaning of a calling towards a higher
mission. This gave me the conviction that CPS was that mission. This
made complete sense to me.
In the thrill, I continued to thank God for guiding me towards Maulana.
Then I remembered that I had had that dream at my cousin’s house in
Nizamuddin East in the mid-seventies and this dream was realized in
September 2004 in Nizamuddin West. This was another indicator that
my dream was to become a reality at CPS.
Maulana also gave an interpretation of one part of my dream which I
had not understood. He said that it means you will receive Islam in the
modern idiom which addresses today’s man. These words of Maulana
made me realize that God had finally guided me to what I had been
waiting for all my life. I felt that I had been guided to the place where
God would help me to understand Islam. I decided to continue on this
journey with renewed confidence.
When my husband Navdeep heard of my experience in Maulana’s
class, he asked me to explain it to him. Maulana had advised me to
write my experience in a diary, which I had done. I read out my notes
of Maulana’s Creation Plan of God lecture to my husband. He was so
enamoured just listening to a summary of Maulana’s lecture, and said,
“This scholar thinks like me. I want to meet him.” From then on we
became regular attendees of these classes.
I started to read Maulana’s books and we regularly attended his lectures.
Slowly, I realized how Islam and life could be integrated, by applying
Islamic teachings in life. Maulana’s teachings started changing my
thinking, speech and actions. Seeing the change coming in my life, my
parents also started attending the Sunday Classes. Through them, the
mission started spreading in our family. We all realized that Maulana’s
lectures and books were different. They gave us a general introduction
of Islam in the scientific framework. Maulana's books address modern
minds and become the voice of their hearts and minds.
I feel that if I had not met Maulana Wahiduddin Khan my life would be
completely wasted. Through Maulana, God answered my prayers. He
guided me towards the purpose of life, my dream was realized and I
was blessed with a meaningful role in God’s Mission. I cannot ask for
more from God, but that He helps me to perform my role in His Mission
with steadfastness and accepts it.
What inspired you to devote yourself wholly to the mission?
When we had attended Maulana’s lectures for a few weeks, I approached
Maulana and asked him, “Maulana why are you giving lectures to only
a few people in this room? The whole world needs to understand Islam
in the universal way you explain.” He smiled at me and replied: “Who is
stopping you? You take it to the world.”
I was spellbound again. When I had earlier contacted many religious
scholars and senior members of various religious institutions I had
come in contact with and asked them if I could help them in any way,
I was never encouraged. And here, Maulana Wahiduddin Khan was
giving me—a woman—an open invitation to take his message to the
world. I felt that through Maulana God had given me an open invitation
to join His mission and play a role in it.
My husband and I decided to dedicate ourselves to this mission. After
a few months, we realized that Maulana had prepared a corpus of
material. What we could do was, organize and make soft copies of
the material, and develop a website to take it to the world. Under the
guidance of Prof Farida Khanam and Dr Saniyasnain Khan, we initiated
efforts to computerize Maulana’s English books. Navdeep put his office
people on this task. Helped by the CPS team, we started making soft
copies of Maulana’s books, articles and Al-Risala English magazine. I
volunteered to proofread the material along with Raazia Siddiqui,
Maulana’s granddaughter.
When I was going through this material, I immediately realized that this
material was different. It was clear; it explained Islam in a simple and
rational manner and was easily understandable for modern educated
people. While going through the material we realized that not only
was the English of the books at par with international publications, so
was its publishing. This is Dr Saniyasnain Khan’s contribution, who had
set up Goodword Books to print and publish books of international
standard.
We also decided to start recording Maulana’s Sunday lectures, so the
message can be shared globally. For this, we brought a small Sony
Handycam recorder to the next class. Dr Saniyasnain Khan understood
the importance of this task and took the video recordings to a whole
new level. He started recording with a better camera, and in time
developed the CPS Centre as a studio and started regular classes there.
All of us in the CPS Team worked under the guidance of Farida Aapa
and Dr Saheb to take Maulana’s material to the world.
The next step was to take the message to the world. The CPS Team
developed the website, www.cpsglobal.org and started placing all
of Maulana’s books and material there for the world. An exercise of
preserving the material for online consumption has been ongoing for
more than a decade: Quran translations, commentary, magazines—
Al-Risala, Spirit of Islam, books, FAQs, audio and video lectures among
others. With the help of God today most of the material is available
online.
People from all over the world who were already a part of Maulana’s
mission, and many new people joined the CPS Team thereafter. Not
only did the mission give us all a purpose in life, but it also gave us a
divine mission whereby we could share our discovery with others. All
of us realized that if we wanted eternal Paradise for ourselves, we had
to involve ourselves in the mission of proclaiming the divine truth to
all humankind.
Maulana’s central teaching was about being connected to God.
Kindly share with us the most inspiring teaching of Maulana which
helped you in this connection.
From early in my life, especially after my dream, I always felt close
to God. But I did not know how to connect with Him and stand for
Him. What Maulana’s writings and lectures helped me to do was that I
realized my Creator and understood His Creation Plan.
I think my realization of God grew deeper when Maulana’s book Kitabe-Marefat was published and Aapa started translating it into English.
At that time, I was helping Aapa to organize the English translations. I
was involved in proofreading. Going through the English translations of
Discovering God and The Purpose of Creation, I realized that perhaps one
of the greatest contributions of Maulana is to help people realize God,
i.e. marifah and connect with Him. I had heard Maulana say we need to
live in Alhamdulillah (being grateful to God) culture. Now I realized how
to do it so as to have a deeper realization of God. God Almighty is the
source of all the blessings we receive in the world: our existence, our
life-support system, food, water and so much more. Maulana helped us
to realize everything we receive as a blessing of God and acknowledge
Him as the Giver, while we are all simply receivers.
Maulana used to say that the strongest feeling is the emotion of love.
The Quran says that “those who believe love God most” ( 2:165 ). I realized
that if we realize that God is the Giver of each and everything we
receive, we will develop a deep love of God. Then we can make God our supreme concern. This, in religious terminology, is known as making
God one’s deity, (mabud). By making God our supreme concern, we
make God the object of our worship and then we are involved in the
continuous remembrance of God. When I drank water, when I ate food,
when I breathed in oxygenated air, I thought of how God had not only
created me but also gave me all that I needed. And all that He wants in
return is acknowledgement and thankfulness (shukr) for these blessings
and voluntary submission to Him. This is truly a very small price.
Although I personally feel that I have not achieved even an iota of the
level of acknowledgement and devotion that God deserves, I constantly
seek forgiveness from God for my shortcomings. And I pray to God that
He will help me develop the sort of personality out of His mercy that he
can find eligible of inhabiting in eternal Paradise.
What is your message to the women members of CPS in particular?
I had mentioned earlier that during my seeking phase, I asked whoever
I met, be they Islamic scholars or people associated with Muslim
organizations, to give me an opportunity, be it minuscule to come to
the service of Islam. Receiving no encouragement, I felt that there was
no real scope for women to stand for Islam. Maybe God only wanted
men for the Islamic mission. Though it saddened me, I accepted it.
Receiving an open invitation from Maulana to take his mission to
the world, I realized that it was not God who had closed the doors
for women to get involved in the Islamic mission, it was Muslims who
were standing in the way. Later when I read Maulana’s book Islam
Rediscovered, I realized that what Maulana called Islam was what is
mentioned in its original sources, Quran and Sunnah. He called for a
distinction to be made between Islam as presented by the Prophet
Muhammad, information about which is available to us in the Quran
and the Sunnah and Islam as practised by later Muslim generations—
both in theory and practice. Maulana gave us the formula: differentiate
between Islam and Muslims.
I recalled another guidance that Maulana had given me soon after
I came to CPS. Once we were sitting with him. After listening to my
life story Maulana told me that I have to change. He told me that this
change would alter 99% of the learnings I have had. I was shocked when
he said that. But he explained that I had received Islam from Muslim
culture. I must unlearn this understanding of Islam and learn what is
given in the Quran and the Sunnah. From then on I decided I will strive
to decondition myself and try to apply the real teachings of Islam in my
life. It has been a long and ongoing struggle.
Over time I realized that not only did Maulana encourage me to work
for the mission, but he also encouraged all women to get involved in
conveying God’s message to others. Giving arguments through the
examples of Prophet Abraham’s wife Hajira, Maulana explained that all
women can perform a revolutionary role to come to the service of the
Islamic mission. He said we have to follow in the footsteps of Hajira.
She sacrificed her entire life as well as that of her son Ishmael for the
Islamic mission. Today, God has given us an opportunity to stand for
His mission. He advised, “You must follow in the footsteps of Hajira.
You must also work for the Islamic mission at the point of sacrifice.”
This greatly inspired me and other female members of the CPS who
dedicated themselves to this mission.
In February 2020 just before the Coronavirus lockdown, Maulana
specifically called me up and told me to initiate more efforts to organize
women members of the CPS. Subsequently, the CPS Ladies Interaction
Forum was initiated. Today women from all over the world are part of
the CPS Ladies Group. The platform is helping women to do a regular
study of Islamic material in the modern idiom, apply it in their own
lives and share their learning with others. All the women are doing
this with great passion. As I was motivated to work for the cause of
Islam when Maulana gave me an opportunity, others also work with
full enthusiasm. I advise more and more ladies to join the CPS Ladies
Group if they want to understand Islam that addresses their minds and
inspires them to stand for God.
What are the tasks you are shouldering post-Maulana Saheb’s
demise?
God took Maulana away from us on April 21, 2021. Each member of
the CPS Team worldwide felt completely lost. However, I am sure each
was and will continue to be guided by God. As for me, it was a great
shock, a personal loss. I was in complete silence. Thinking, crying, I
was a bundle of emotions. However, Maulana’s last advice to all of us
helped me to realize that while God had taken Maulana away from us,
God Himself was alive and would always be with anyone who calls out
to Him and stands for His mission. God has made arrangements for
our continued guidance through Maulana’s lectures and writings. We
just need to rededicate ourselves to the mission. That is what I did.
Then I was reminded of Maulana’s telephone call to me before the
Coronavirus lockdown in March 2020. He said:
Do whatever needs to be done to call people towards God and a
God-oriented life which is a life of peace and spirituality.
I took this as guidance from God through Maulana. Thinking of these
words, I have since felt a sense of urgency and as if we were all always
standing in front of God. The first thing the CPS Team did was organize
the ongoing tasks of the mission meticulously. The CPS Team had
been placing material on www.cpsglobal.org to take God’s message to
the world. We first decided to make more efforts to consolidate and
revamp the site for easy accessibility.
We remembered the task Maulana gave us during the Quran Conference
in April 2019, To Take the Quran, a book for all humanity, to the
World, in fulfilment of the following prediction of the Prophet: “There
will be no home remaining–big or small–into which God will not have
caused His word to enter.” (Musnad Ahmad)
We realized that this was possible partially through e-Dawah. Through
Maulana, God had arranged the explanation of God’s message in simple
language and in rational terms. If we wanted to take this to the world,
the Internet was the only place this vast resource of information could
be made accessible for seekers of truth. We began developing a Quran
website www.quranforyou.org as a desktop and mobile website as well
as an app, where the translations and commentary of the Quran can be
placed in all major languages. Presently we have translations in nearly
40 languages; there is a translation even in braille both English and
Hindi, and a commentary of the Quran in five languages. The English
translation of the Quran is accepted worldwide as simple, clear and in
the contemporary idiom.
The websites will showcase the material in an organized form under
major headings. These can be searched for specific Quran verses
as well as for a topic. They will enable easy searches for visitors to
find specific topics and find answers to questions in their search for
truth. Those who want to study the Quran deeper can go through the
commentary and supporting material: articles, videos, audios, books,
magazines, etc. that are being placed verse-wise and topic-wise.
In the traditional age, we had to go to places where people gathered
physically to convey God’s message to them. Today, God has created
social media as an online platform for people to gather. CPS has
been availing of these social media opportunities through Facebook,
Instagram and YouTube to preserve and showcase our video library.
We are now organizing our social media handles so that seekers after
truth can easily access these resources through LIVE lectures, short videos, posters and by showcasing our complete library of magazines,
articles and books.
What kind of inspiration do you draw from Prof Farida Khanam?
When I think of Aapa: Prof Farida Khanam, I first thank God for her
role in the mission. The role of women as presented by Islam was
revived through her role in this mission. She was the one to bring
to the world the English version of the mission. If it was not for her
dedication, English-reading people like me and my husband, and many
CPS members could have never had access to Maulana’s writings. We
would have been spiritually deprived and without purpose. Maulana
had advised us: “After I am gone if you want to know what I would say
in a particular situation, ask Aapa.”
This advice of Maulana is really coming to our rescue. We are striving to
preserve the ideology of the mission and take it globally. Many times,
when we have questions from the ideological perspective, Aapa’s
guidance comes as a blessing.
What I find most inspiring about her is that she always maintains
such an unassuming stance. But, when we ask her anything, she is
immediately able to grasp the situation and give us direction. This
makes me realize that while she has a storehouse of knowledge of the
mission, she considers this as help from God. She does not attribute it
to herself.
By maintaining complete modesty, Maulana had made himself deserving
of God’s continued guidance, by which he was able to perform his role
as the guide for a divine mission. If anyone of us wants to perform
our role, we also have to discover our modesty, our helplessness in
comparison to God’s All-Powerfulness. We must realize that it is God
who is getting everything done. We are only the stones that God is
making speak.
I pray to God to help us maintain our modesty and to help us to discover
and perform our role with His help. And through His Special Mercy,
He admits us into Gardens of eternity. May God guide all towards the
divine mission!